Monday, March 9, 2020

Day 9,806

I started up with much difficulty this morning, as I initially mistakenly started up at 2:00 AM. I was unable to return to sleep mode until 4:50 AM. The designated startup time is 6:00 AM. I blame the system error on “Daylight Saving Time,” in which earthlings forward their time trackers 1 hour at the beginning of Spring.

I arrived at my place of employment purely exhausted. I wished to return to my habitat the moment I arrived.

A comrade traveled to my place of employment, as she wishes to also perform labor there. I visited her at the entryway and wished her luck. Many things that I cannot share here also occurred throughout the day, and I am mentally depleted. I required isolation upon return to my habitat. I meditated, and came to realize that a flame cannot be still when the wind is blowing. Sometimes, the flame must be shielded from all external forces, in order to regain its stillness. I decided that isolation was the correct remedy, as I do currently feel as though I am being pulled in too many directions.


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